I was blessed enough to be born on level of consciousness high enough that no amount of meditation can reach, yet i meditated over 10 000 hours, yet i wanted to be like everyone limiting my potential.
Since i was a little kid i was cursed with gifs of third eye and knowing, i experienced reality diffrently, i see diffrently, i feel diffrently so at that time i came to the only possible explaination…I am crazy and i need to be made whole again so i started this neverending search for the Holy Grail of Esoterics to make me at peace again. Yet God does not make mistakes everything between heaven and earth is perfect, including me, including you, i was fighting the reality that i myself created with my thoughts and emotions and so i received more fighting, everyday felt like MMA match me versus me, the search was futile from the start.
All flowers blooms in due time, yet if you force a flower to bloom it might stop being a flower, what are the chances if you plant an apple seed to the soil it will turn into grapevine?
What if you are like this apple seed thinking you are grapevine, Programmed by society to act and behave certain way, Inherited genes beliefs, emotions from your ancestors causing you to believe you are just that, but you are not, because the journey itself called life is not about gathering more, it’s about letting go of what you think you are so you can become who you were destined to be.
Trust me it’s coming from a guy who read over 400 hours books on spirituality, meditated over 10 000 hours, is a Reiki Grandmaster, NLP specialist,Silva mindfullness expert,clinical dietetician, Personal trainer,business coach, fluent in Hellinger theraphy;Holotrophic breathing;Ho’oponopono, Studied Shamanism &Exorcisms and many others that i don’t even recall…no one who studies this much is confident of his self. I was like this grapevine wishing i was an apple getting in the way of my growth.
All the answers to your problems are right here, right now yet i chose the easy way out, i used spirituality and personal development as escape mechanism from my reality, no matter how much i studied it did not improve my health or it did not change my life and this one time i just stopped thnking about growing and started to grow. I was no longer resisting who i was and then magic started to happen, i become a puppet in the hands of the God, i become his main actor as destined to be and by doing that i become a puppeter of my own destiny.
It’s Amazing, the change for me now is so effortless that it is mind boggling, instead of learning, i just do, i have tapped into the potential that was always there yet clouded by the lenses through which i observed my reality and now i’m here to make the same effortless change for you, it does not matter if you are struggling with limiting beliefs, negative emotions, something you have inherited or something you want to achieve or manifest. I am your guy and always will be.